Things that make you wonder

This has been a tough few weeks for me. I haven’t been doing very well in regard to my anxiety level and what I now know was PMS related junk.

I haven’t had any of these sort of strange things happen to me in YEARS I would say but on Thursday night I got home from work and walked into my bedroom. As I was turning to do something, I heard a noise in the bathroom which I knew well to be the ends of the blind strings tapping together. When I glanced at them, they were still moving. I was shocked. The window was closed. No breeze in there. No one else in there but little old me. I told FRU to come and see and when I tried to hit them to repeat the noise, my tap made the whole blind move, not just the strings… hmph.

Fast forward to Saturday, I am mowing the remainder of our grass and it is threatening to rain. FRU is outside with me and baby. I feel a drop of rain on my neck. I question myself, was that rain? Just that one drop until several minutes later one falls just above my wedding rings on my right hand. Then another just above my lips and that is it. Later I asked FRU if it rained on him outside, he says no.

Since the beginning, I have always believed that my buddy boy is near me. I think he makes himself more known at certain times than others. I haven’t yet picked up on the pattern if there is one. Seemingly, I have plenty of time to figure it out and keep wondering.